I was just looking through the beginnings of this blog, and I feel so proud of what I used to write. I'm nostalgic of the past. I feel like I've let go of that creative side of me, and that makes me really sad. I feel that I no longer have beautiful words permeating my thoughts, although sometimes they'll come back to me. I'm going to make a big effort to restart writing meaningful things. I sincerely miss being the least bit artistic. I'll really try though.
Sophia
Archive for November 2012
Randomest is not even a word
Monday, November 5, 2012 § 1
I've come to realize that I've been lonely for far too long because I don't settle for anything less than what I want. I'm not sure if this is good or bad, but I really can't seem to change it. I don't know what to do... except write my sociology paper which I've been putting off. I'm way too distracted for anything productive.
Sophia
Sophia
It's a new feeling
You just don't know how glad I am to be back. Picture a thousand fireworks inside my chest.
I just need something to hold on to right now.
University is hard. Moving out was different, although I love it. New York is my new home, but I live at college so I still have to go back home during vacations and such.
I don't know exactly what I want or expect to get out of this, but I definitely hope to keep it going again.
Sophia
I miss this
Sunday, November 4, 2012 § 2
I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore.
Probably not.
I miss being creative.
Sophia.