Archive for May 2010

She lives with a helpless problem

Monday, May 31, 2010 § 4

She sits and listens to her math teacher's voice droning on forever
Words bleeding together
On her mind is the boy with the tan skin; the soft hands
She falls into the blue
Depression, almost black
Knowing he will never come for her; never want her
Time to take the stored Prozac
She fights her way up to the white
Her thoughts shifting
The shiny red tricycle when she was five
Her fist kiss
Last week's sleepover
Will she ever control the never stable emotions?

Signing off,

In my tiny corner of the world...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010 § 4

Birthdays come and birthdays go,
But every year we try to make our special day memorable
Big party bashes, extravagant presents
Today, on my tiny corner of the world
Where the wind blows, and the rain falls
I'll celebrate my birthday in a small restaurant in my tiny town,
And at the end of the night
I'll look at the stars and hope for another 365 days filled with happiness, laughter, and new friends until my special day comes rolling around once again.

PS: I'm fifteen today!
PPS: I'm catching up on everyone's blogs so expect to see me there soon!

Signing off,

I'm back, and oh so sorry

Monday, May 17, 2010 § 2

I have missed my family; my support group; my followers.
I ache to read your thoughts; your theories; your blogs.
Have you missed me?

Signing off,